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Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently. ~Henry Ford
fear, [feer], noun: alise's greatest obstacle
i have many fears.
lions, tigers, bears, loving you,
capital letters & failure to name just a few. i have lots of dreams and desires that have not been fulfilled because of the
"man" fear of falling flat on my face. this fear has affected my career life immensely. it causes me to only take baby steps instead of leaping out on faith and trusting my talent. so that leads me to take the expected or conventional path ALWAYS. i know i can do office work, be a manager, and be a
robot part of corporate america. it is my safe zone, that's what i do, and for a while that worked and i was content with that. yet now i am not content with being.... ummmmm, welllll , .... content. i want to be happy doing what i want, even if that means i have to sacrifice my lifestyle or "disappoint"
my mama and 'nem people who think they have my best interests at heart. my best interest though, is to push past
content and live "My Life" and "Be Happy", I "Gotta Believe" in me , because right now i feel like "I'm Going Down" and "No One Else" can do this for me but me.
word to mary. so in the next few months i am going to be
whooping fear's ass making some big life/work changes, decisions, and steps regardless of my fear. some of the things i want to (and will) do over the next few months may make you think i am crazy, drunk, or high, but really i am just intoxicated by possibility, and who can really be mad at that?
people that suck ........
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